I finally had everything I wanted in life. My boyfriend proposed and we found out we we're pregnant. We were so good damn excited. I was 7-1/2 weeks pregnant when I had a miscarriage. I would be 9-1/2 today.

We're still planning our wedding and excited about it but sometimes I feel guilty being happy because I lost my baby. I didn't even get to hear their heartbeat. I was days away from that too.

I am so torn with everything and I don't know how to feel. Advice?