I have been wanting a second baby since last year but after discussing between us we decided to put it off for a couple of months. This month we both agreed to “try” making a baby. I have my hopes up so high this month that I don’t want to see a BFN because we didn’t even try. I keep testing myself 5-6 times a day because I am that desperate.

I kept reminding my husband every day that today I’m about to enter my ovulation period and everyday I send him pictures to of OPK to show him how exited I am and to hint at him that we should be getting busy.

He has put zero effort in anything, including prettying himself for me. We BD when my OPK was still negative 48hours ago. Today I showed positive and I reminded him again that I’m at peak and he just apologized saying he had to bring work to finish at home and it’s due in the morning.

I’m crying right now because I don’t want to wait another month to try and I’m going to miss catching my egg.

Shouldnt he be excited about this just as much as me?