I just wanted to share my happiness with someone! I just had the most amazing night with the most amazing guy, and I just wrote y’all the longest most detailed story from tonight then I erased because I want to keep it magical and private. But guys! I’ve never felt like this ever! I cannot stop smiling! Today was the first time we hung out, And even tho we did have sex. It was the most passionate, sweetest, cutest sex I’ve ever had. I felt completely myself and he made me feel beautiful even though I’m insecure. And he’s such a hot guy so I only expected casual sex, but we (FOR THE FORST TIME EVER) stayed and cuddled after, we just laid on his lil twin air mattress and talked, so deeply about everything, like we know each other 100%, and it was so sweet and funny too. He’s the cutest. From giving me random forehead and cheek kisses, to us have a tickle war, the intimate eye contact and passionate kissing, dancing to the song in the car, and even got to goodnight kiss and “hope to see you this weekend”. Ugh. Guys. I’m so excited, he asked me on date on Saturday, and even tho today was so perfect, I’m terrified it won’t go any better, like how tf do you top this night. I wonder if this is Love or what? I really debated not going tonight, but something in me just made me go, I was TERRIFIED but maybe it’s fate? Maybe I’m completely going st it differently,I really know there’s something tho! I don’t like people easily but I feel completely complete with him. Wish me luck on Saturday guys!