Scared and lonely

Lottie

Hey guys. So I'm 7w2d with my little miracle. Only my partner and one friend know so far and I'm struggling with my emotions. This was a much planned and wanted second pregnancy....

But I lost my beloved mum a year ago and I'm really struggling with not having her support. My partner is doing his best but it's so hard at the moment as his family don't know. I keep feeling so disheartened that my mum won't get to meet my new little peanut because she knew just how much I prayed for a second chance to have one with the right man.

Anyone else struggling with a lost parent during their pregnancy? How did you guys manage? Was it easier when your partners family were involved? My partner is trying his best but I feel as if he doesn't fully understand it.