Finding it difficult 😭

So we’ve been trying for 6 months with 1 early miscarriage and no success before or after. We’ve been together for 6 years and we feel our time is now 💛

My boyfriends brother and his girlfriend have been together for a short amount of time and have been caught pregnant. They’re very immature, young, naive and absolutely oblivious as to what having a child/baby is all about...

I am finding it extremely hard hearing about their pregnancy, gender reveals, beautiful scan photos and just their relationship in general. I have become soooo bitter and I am not usually like this...

I really need to vent my feelings on this as my boyfriend is soon to become an uncle, he is very upset about our miscarriage and unsuccessful ness on pregnancy too but I have to be careful on what I say to him...

I am so bitter about them having a beautiful baby on the way and I can’t shake this horrible feeling... I am worried I will not have children anymore and I can’t get rid of this angry feeling I have towards their relationship and abusiveness on having a vulnerable baby as a little dolly to dress and play with...

What Can I do and has ANYONE gone through something similar? I’m struggling and grieving and need help 😢