IM SORRY BUT I NEED TO PUT THIS SOMEWHERE AS IM HAVING A BAD DAY AND A BREAKDOWN AFTER GETTING OUT OF THE SHOWER.

I HAVE NATURAL BLONDE HAIR BLUE EYES IM NATURALLY THIN AND HAVE A FAST METABOLISM. BUT IM NOT GREATFUL FOR IT AND LOTS OF PEOPLE DYE THEIR HAIR GO ON DIETS WISH TO BE SKINNY BUT I HATE MYSELF FOR WHO I AM

LIKE I DONT WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS AT ALL SOMETIMES I WISH I HAD A DIFFERENT BODY. I WISH I COULD GAIN WEIGHT I WISH I HAD A BODY OF A NORMAL ADULT BUT INSTEAD IM TINY AND HAVE THIS BODY. I DYE MY HAIR BLACK BECAUSE I HATE MY NATURAL HAIR MY EYEBROWS ARE THIN AND LIGHT AND I CONSTANTLY FILL THEM IN BEFORE ANYONE CAN SEE ME.

I ALSO HAVE THESE ANNOYING ASS PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH EVERYDAY I HAVE BAD ALLERGIES ALL YEAR, I HAVE ANIEXITY DEPRESSION THAT I HAVE TO TAKE MEDS FOR TO FEEL NORMAL I HAVE TO WEAR CONTACTS BECAUSE I HAVE SHIT VISION. I JUST WISH I WAS NORMAL