Arggh this is one of the worst 2WWs days (it’s no 8 so far). Usually I am restrained enough to wait for AF so I’ve only tested twice since we’ve been TTC. But on Sunday (9DPO) had 2 extremely vivid dreams which woke me up (in the first I was crying and when I woke up I actually had tears in my eyes).

Early this morning (12DPO) the same happened - woke from v intense dream at 4am, needing to go to the loo but held off as I’d decided to POAS when I got up and didn’t want to risk not using FMU. It took about an hour to get back to sleep.

When I did, I dreamed about getting a BFP (never done that before)...

This morning, woke up feeling really awful/groggy - and got a BFN.

I suppose I will wait for AF (due Sat 12) before doing anything else, but it’s so hard!