POAS Addict

I swear I set myself up for disappointment every time. Took a test at 9dpo and 2 at 10dpo... all BFN... just really sad and anxious. I want this so bad.

AF is due in 4 days. Today is 11dpo. Trying to hold out for another test until tomorrow.

Is this common to get a negative and then positive at 10dpo? I mean the tests were stark white.