Stuck

My fiancé and I are getting married in 28 days. We’ve been TTC for only 2-3 months but I’m post depo so its basically been a shit show and nothing’s really regulated yet. Recently we’ve been taking steps in buying a house locally. We approximated that with getting his credit score higher and being able to save more we probably won’t be looking to move out of our apartment until January 2020. Sounds far but stay with me here. Now I’m conflicted because I really really really want a baby but I’m afraid if I get pregnant we’ll be “stuck” renting forever and I don’t want that at all. But I also don’t want to put my body back on BC because I finally feel “free” of it- hard to explain but getting off bc was hell at first but now I feel amazing. I guess I’m afraid I’ll end up pregnant and the house thing will be put on hold/ but I’m afraid that my body is just getting back to Normal and don’t want to fill it with BC again. Help!!!