seems like everyone in my family is getting cancer. my one thing i wanted to do was have a kid before my papaw who was like my dad passed. didnt happen. my other grandpa passed on march 19th. everyone is sad. i feel like me getting pregnant will help my family out of the depression mode. i feel less of a woman ive been trying for almost 1 1/2 years. started af today. hoping june will be my month. its my bday month. that would be a great present.