We’re trying to conceive and have been for about a year and a half. Had a miscarriage last August and my cycles just started becoming predictable early this year.

I’ve been doing all my homework. Ovulation predictors, vitamins, tracking my cycle, having sex each day once I reach high until peak.

Welp.

Today we had a very limited window before my husband left for work and we needed to use lube. After we had finished, I realized we could’ve made a huge mistake.

It’s water based, but not natural.

I went and googled everything I could.

I am now SPIRALING.

Did I ruin our chances? Also, did I ruin the next few days or just today?

I am devastated.

Obviously people get pregnant while they use lube. But fuck.

Pardon my French, but I feel like I just sabotaged myself.

Helpppp.