I don’t like being tied up

I’m definitely a sub- love when my bf chokes me and stuff but I freak out if he holds me down-holds my arms down

I hate not being able to move on my own-freely

I don’t know where it comes from-maybe when I was a kid my brother and dad would pick on me and hold me down

I can’t get over it

I’m up to doing a lot of other things which is weird how much I’ll let him do but not hold me down