Hello everyone,

A couple of days ago I posted asking how I can tell if a guy likes me or not because recently I felt like a coworker might like me. Well, I decided to take matters into my own hands and had my friend give him my number pretending that I have no I clue he was giving the guy I like my number. My friend went up to him when I was working in a different area than him and gave him my number and said “don’t worry she likes you too.” Apparently he had the biggest smile on his face. So naturally, when my friend came back we almost started screaming in the middle of the store out of excitement like

Not even five minutes later I receive a text from my crush.

I literally started dying the minute I knew it was him. So I’m still working and I’m so embarrassed because I’ve never ever given a guy my number before so I was just freaking it trying to avoid him at all costs because I knew if I saw him my face would turn super red. So after work, we start texting more and talking more and decide to FaceTime and realize how much we like one another and how much we have in common. The next day we plan to meet outside of work because we only see each other when we’re working. So we plan to go to Starbucks at 8:45 and go to a 9:25 movie along with one friend we each brought. So we get to Starbucks and again I’m freaking out because I was so nervous and I end up almost refusing to leave my car at all because I’m shaking so hard

Eventually I get out and we all go into Starbucks and I get super awkward because I didn’t know how to act or anything so I barely talked or even made eye contact with my crush. I basically humiliated myself. So then we decide it’s time to go to the movie cuz we didn’t want to be late so we step outside and we start to decide the car arrangements. My crush AND my friend both wanted me to drive with my crush. But I had brought my car because we met at Starbucks so I felt super conflicted cuz I didn’t want anyone but me driving my car. So we stand there for about 5 minutes debating and I’m just making things worse and i finally decide to let my friend drive my car to the theater since it was less than a mile away. So I get into my crush’s car with my friend and I’m just dying inside. I’m so embarrassed with how I’ve been acting and idk if I’ll be able to revive myself. So we get to the theater and I see my car and run over and hug that thing like it’s my child.

I had brought a change of clothes because he had never seen me without a skirt on before since I’m jewish so I brought pants and changed into them in the car then we all walked into the theater when I finished. So we get our tickets and he of course pays for me even though I said I was going to pay for myself to the woman working at the desk, and we all get some food and go find our seats in the theater. The lights dim and I’m still awkward as hell so I’m leaning away from him towards my friend because I wasn’t comfortable around him yet. The movie starts and my crush and I start to tease each other. I put my hand on his arm rest and he shoves it off then he puts his arm on it then I shove it off so on and so forth and we’re having fun. Eventually he just leaves his hand open on his leg for me to or my hand into his whenever I feel ready and comfortable enough and soon enough I start to relax and slide my hand into his.

So now he’s running his thumb over the back of my hand over and over just holding it gently. He’s got super soft hands so I was happy as hell. Eventually I take his arm and shove it into my lap so I can cuddle his arm. Slowly but surely I eventually get to the point where im comfy enough to lean my head on his shoulder and he just so gently kisses the top of my head and I just start screaming on the inside like

So I pick my head up after a while to fix my hair and he looks at me and we keep making eye contact and I can tell he wants to kiss me cuz he keeps looking at my lips. He whispers into my ear how much he likes me and then eventually tells me he wants to kiss me. I’m dying even more and I just stay silent because I don’t know how to react. We then put our noses up against one another’s and look into each other’s eyes and he tells me again he wants to kiss me. So I say “I want to kiss you too” and he tilts his head to the side and ever so gently kisses me. We pull apart and my heart is just pounding so hard

Over the course of the movie we end up kissing more but no one notices somehow and we leave just so happy.

This is the first time in years I’ve ever felt this happy. My days are so much brighter and work is so much better when I see him. I’m so excited ❤️ we plan on having our first date alone sometime this weekend.

Tell me about your first time together with your crush 😍