Lost my virginity @15

I’m about to have a break down I just lost my virginity and I’ve been serious about waiting till I was 16-17 ish and it just happen. Idk if I can walk in my house rn bc im going to start crying, no it wasn’t rape it’s just, I just wanted to wait for the right person and the person I lost it to me and him were close and all but I feel like he’s using me and it’s just not , I can’t even explain how I’m feeling bc Ik it’s gonna get out somehow and ppl gone start talking about me @ school.

No way I’m telling my parents, I just need some comfort or something.

Anyone else went through the same thing as me? Help?