reassurance, please?

jane

hey girls, so, i’ve had success with my crush and we are otg meaning about to date but now that things are getting kinda serious i’m worrying about so many things like, he is going to find someone better i mean he could get any girl he wants i don’t understand why he would want someone like me!! i hate myslef so so much and i just know that soon he will realise how ugly i really am and just be embarrassed and god i’m crying i know i’m no good for him he deserves someone pretty, or skinny or idk someone perfect i’m no where near idk what to do i like him so much but i don’t deserve him.