You never realize how fucked up you are.

Tbh I never realized how fucked up I am, or how fucked up my childhood was until I got on GLOW.

Thanks guys 😐

It’s not that I’m comparing my life to everyone else’s, it’s that I’m using my experiences to get points across. When you look at them as isolated instances it doesn’t look too terrible (except current things), but all grouped together I’m like whoa 😲

Here’s a run down:

My father went to prison when I was 5 for molesting my brother. (I witnessed him being handcuffed and everything)

I was molested by my brothers (at the time) best friend

I had multiple step dads,some where good others were alcoholics

We moved A LOT and lived in houses/trails that should have been condemned

There were days where my siblings and I didn’t eat

We some times went weeks without seeking my mom

My mother became a drug addict and was in a very abusive relationship from the time I was 8 till I was 17 (I witnessed most of the abuse and was always brought into their fights)

From 14 to16 I was in a mentally & emotionally abusive relationship ( he made me cut off all of my friends, any time we fought he threatened to kill himself and SO much more)

This is just a gist of some things