I just need to express myself to someone who may understand how I feel. So last year I had my 1st round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> and the nurse thought everything would work out so she told me my due date of my baby. Well the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> ended up failing and my numbers decreased meaning it was a chemical pregnancy. Now today is Mother’s Day and I feel super depressed. I called to tell my mom happy Mother’s Day and busted out in tears. today was supposed to be my first Mother’s Day if the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> wouldn’t have failed because my baby was posed to be due in April or May. I’ve been trying to keep the tears back but I can’t. Tried to explain it to my boyfriend and he doesn’t under. I’m just scared I’ll never be a mother and I’m only 28.