I feel terrible...πŸ’”πŸ˜”β˜Ή

Λ—`ˏ B r e n d a ´ˎ-

It feels like someone just took all of my efforts, hope, excitement, and just stomped and spit all over it. I really thought today was the day.Β Implantation Bleeding? NOPE. Not for me, it was just a period being a day late. I was spotting pink, and I put in a tampon before bed. I took it out this morning and nothing. It was just brownish at the tip of the tampon. I was telling my husband about it, he was really excited. Which led me to start being excited even though I told myself not to. Cause, I just knew, I knew it was going to crush me. It did, it really hurt, now I just want to give up and cry....I feel like it's me, is there something wrong?? Am I broken??? Am I broken somewhere? I don't want to feel this sadness. I'm just going to bawl my eyes out for a little, watch a bit of Netflix, and take a nap. Baby dust to all of you LOVELY LOVELY WOMEN WHO ARE TTC! BABY DUST TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE FELT THIS HURT. πŸ‘ΌπŸ€°πŸ‘Άβ˜„