never have i ever ..

i have never masturbated or had an orgasm. i’m almost 19, i’ve had sex countless times but when i’m reaching climax during penetration, i stop before i can cum, i don’t like when my legs shake uncontrollably and i didn’t know.. until reading this page, that was reaching climax.

as far as masturbation, i don’t know what to do and what feels good. i’ve tried to finger myself but i don’t like the way my inside feels. please give me some tips. 😩 i want to explore on myself so i can orgasm with my boyfriend!!