husband and I were together 8 months before I got prego found out I was the side chick but he told the other lady he wanted to be with me that he didn't love her anymore and whatever but I hated him for that and we split for about a month and a half got back together..couple months after giving birth there was a co worker I really liked we went out a couple times told hubby I was working...so we fucked on more then one occasion....so I was kinda confused after cause I liked the guy but while we were fucking I didn't feel anything for him and after it was just like whatever n so I think to myself maybe it was just to get back at him idk...and sometimes I regret it cause my husband's dick is was bigger then they other guy so I'm like wtf if I'ma cheat do with someone better not worse..and my co worker couldn't have kids so he'd cum inside me I just love when hed cum in me. something if my husband did I be prego again...but this guy always came in me and never did I get prego.......husband still has no clue but he always thinks I cheated on him with some other dude and I'm like if only you knew u used to talk to the guy I cheated on u with when you'd come visit me at work....but just had to tell that to someone since I can't in person...maybe I'ma bitch or maybe my husband was a dick or just maybe we just both made stupid mistakes idk anyways the past is the past