Feeing alone.

Backstory:

My husband and I met in 4th grade (August 2006) when we were 9 years old and were best friends. We started dating junior year of high school (March 2014) and got pregnant Senior year of high school (August 2014). I miscarried at 12wks 4days (October 2014). We later got engaged (November 2014) and then married when we were 18 (October 2015). We are finally financially stable and are ready to start a family. We weren’t trying, but also weren’t preventing and got our BFP in July 2017, sadly we miscarried at 5 weeks.

Currently:

We have now been married for almost 3 years and are completely content on just being the two of us until our rainbow baby decides to make an appearance. BUT I still feel super lonely, I’ve tried making friends through work/community, but I live in a small town where our average age is 35. I’ve wanted to maybe go to wine social or something but when I get there I see all these older established women and get intimidated. The only other people who seem to relate are military spouses (getting married so young/don’t yet have kids) but they have their own military spouse socials. I just feel like I haven’t found MY group/crew. Ladies who are about my age and married with no kids. I know it sounds stupid saying I’m sad because I don’t have friends, but I’ve always been a loner and its starting to really upset me.