Need advice


Okay so I need some advice. I just started seeing this guy, about a month ago. He's the man I have always wanted. He lights a fire in my soul and makes my body tingle with one look......I'm not on any birth control because I have bad reactions and side effects to all of them. He wants a family. I want a second baby. We're dancing with the devil and there's a big chance of baby #2. i have never felt so....alive. what do I do? am I being stupid? I'm 26 with a one year old