not sure where to start but i have been having thoughts about my relationship..from the point he doesn't have a job so i pay for everything even his smoking habbit.. but i also dont have a lisicnes so he drives me everywhere.. but sometimes I feel like I'm only with him cause I dont want to see him with anyone else or sometimes I feel like i can't live without him and if i break up with him it will be the biggest mistake of my life. so im not sure what I'm asking but i dont know what to do...