I need advice!!

Ok so, long story short I lost my twins. I was absolutely devastated. I had a dnc done on April 5th, and the dr said to wait two weeks to have sex and then go ahead and try from there. So we did. The digital test was taken May 6th, the two cheapies were taken yesterday afternoon (one on left) and the other this morning (the one on the right) the lines are soo much lighter than I thought they would be. My first appointment isn’t until June 4th so I have a ton of time to wait. I’m just scared it’s going to end up as another loss. I’m trying not to get upset about it just yet but it’s hard. Anyone have any words of wisdom they’d like to share?