Feeling so frustrated, need to vent!

Lauren

I just need to vent! I’m 38 and 5 today and I’m feeling just so frustrated! Had my membranes swiped on Weds around 4, had what I thought was the start of my mucus plug/bloody show yesterday morning, and every since then, absolutely nothing! I know I still have 9 days until my due date, but I am so over this. I’m 2-3 cms dilated and 80% effaced so I thought the membrane sweep would for sure work (got my hopes up which is why I think I’m so frustrated). I’m a teacher so my feet and ankles and just absolutely massive by the end of ever day, I have an incredibly active, high maintenance 5yr old, and a husband who works very hard and ridiculously long hours which leaves me to do everything in our household, not to mention I’m majorly OCD (even before pregnancy) with how clean our house is etc. so I literally don’t sit down at night until getting into bed besides eating dinner. I just want this baby to come already 😩😩😩 rant over!