Please tell me I’m not alone

Ok so I’ve had 2 csections and have decided to have a vaginal birth this time around. I have been watching vaginal births on YouTube and I even watched my friend give birth to my godson but I am like completely terrified to have a vaginal birth? I’m scared it’s going to be more painful but I never complained once about my csections nor did I take pain medication after either one. Please tell me those of you who have had a vaginal birth are terrified to have a csection haha