Don’t know if I should have the dad in delivery with me.

So, I’m most likely days away from having my first baby. But through this entire thing me and the baby’s dad have had issues. Admittedly we had them before, i should’ve left a long time ago but, it is what it is, but they got worse. Mostly filled with fights he’d pick and name calling, cheating, fights to feed me, threats to take the baby away. After I broke it off two months ago things have calmed down some, not all the way but we do still live together. He’s not a comforting person and honestly he’s made me so depressed at point I thought I’d have my baby and run away from both of them because I hated him and myself so much, or I’d have the baby and off myself, which I won’t. My child is too important to give it up to someone who isn’t fit. I’m not sure I want him in the delivery room with me, I know it’ll spark another fight but, should I honestly even try and put up with him when he’s been so awful? I don’t need negativity or judgment from anyone just.. opinions please.