Okay so I need some advice ... non judgmental advice...

Iwas lesbian.... Idk if I still am ... I think I'm lesbian ... Maybe im bisexual in the past but recently I have been thinking I'm full on lesbian... I am not sure what to do though... I dont know what to do first.. Idk if i am...And my parents are TOTALLY against this and they didn't even know I was BI. I'm freaking out and kind if nervous I'm 17.... and ive had a rough past with boys so maybe thats why... Idk...

So heres the story, I am dating this boy that I love but I dont feel like. ... that love... Idk I want a girlfriend i like girls Idk whats wrong with me!