Mom making comments about my weight

My baby just turn one year old. I hear that breastfeeding make you lose weight but I had not lost any. Before baby I was a little overweight. I use to be 115 the most. And then I was like 140lb. With the pregnancy I was 172 lb and then when I came out of the hospital I was 150lb. At my 6 weeks postpartum appointment I was back at 140lb but now I’m at 147 lb. I can’t eat without my mom telling me I need to lose weight. I have to hear her almost everyday. She always telling me I’m too fat and I need to lose weight and stop eating. Sometimes I just listen and stay quiet and sometimes I tell her that she always saying I’m fat. Please girls give me some advice yes I want to lose weight I don’t like how I look but I don’t know what to do. I try eating healthy I try walking running drink a lot of water cut on sugar and still gain weight. I feel like is so hard and my mom always making those comments annoys me. And I feel like I have no support from my partner.

**Update **

Here some pictures

Me in 2012

Me before I found out I was pregnant 2016

Me pregnant 2017

Me now