not the pregnancy) but everythings jusr going down hill.. with domestic offences threw court and rape charge going threw court? loosing my we baby parrot that was my bestfriend! social services on my back about the baby necause of my past with mental health and domestic violence.. and seperatng with my violent partner after 4 years for the baby sake and much more that aint half as bad but still upset me(loosing good friends)and more and im only 18!im finding this so hard everyday i want to break down and cry every minute of everyday but i dont want to be the cry baby nobody can be bothered with... i went out to get.my.hair.done to make myself feel better and they wont touch it cuz its black amd theirs not much they can do ... everything seems.to just go wrong... i also struggle with ptsd and have alot.of.support by many people but i still find it hard to.cope :(