Gender disappointment is real!

Went in full well that I knew what the gender was a boy bc my boyfriend already has 3 boys. Praying with all my heart it’s not a boy, but still knowing it is. First shot the doctor sees is the boy parts. I smile at my boyfriend and deep down (so he doesn’t see my sadness) I’m genuinely upset bc I really am not looking forward to 4 boy kids and a boyfriend running around with me doing all the house work and cleaning (yay me). Don’t get me wrong I’m happy it’s healthy but damn.... this pregnancy already been hard enough for me, now knowing this kid will be as stubborn, obnoxious, rambunctious and a terror like his brothers has got me already going crazy.