I found out that a good friend of mine is pregnant. she is 38 and her husband is almost 40. I am super happy for her but also sad. I am not competitive and was hoping to have a baby before her (I know that is terrible). I am sad and disappointed in myself that I can't make it happen yet. We feel like we won't fit in anymore because we are officially the only childless couple in our friend group. it's like we can't fit in anymore. ugh..mayve someday