DOES SOMEONE WANNA TELL ME WHY THE FUCK IVE SEEN/ENCOUNTERED EVERY SINGLE PERSON IVE HAD FEELINGS FOR ONCE APON A TIME????

Okay so today started out like any regular day but I knew today was gonna be a good day because I was gonna hang out with one of my friends, see my grandparents who live out of state, and attend my little brothers graduation. Also because my makeup came out bomb as fuck today and that’s always a key to a good day for me lol. before I get into anything else, the last two days have been rocky for my boyfriend and I, and idk there was just a lot of problems.

So, the first person I saw was this guy, and we’ll call him K. Well, I liked this guy a lot my freshman year and we did have a fling. I saw him at the supermarket with my friend. I kinda flipped on the inside but nothing major.

The next person I didn’t see because they live out of town now, but my ex-girlfriend A texted me. I didn’t think anything of it because we are kind of friends and we talk every now and then, so I just brushed it off.

Okay so this guy that I dated my freshman year, I’ll call him R. I contacted him first though, but it still counts. Well, I haven’t spoken to him in like 3 years. Well, my dad and I were talking and he was trying to tell me about one of my friends that went up and talked to him and asked about me awhile ago but didn’t catch his name. My mom said R for some reason and described him. Long curly hair, wearing a bandana and has glasses. Yeah, sounds a lot like my ex. Well I texted him and asked if it was him, he said no and then blocked me. 😂 he’s still upset because I broke up with him. My freshman year. 4 years ago. Whatever.

Next, this one is important. I dated this guy, I my senior year and that was a year ago. So earlier my mom was telling me about this guy who was DMing her and how he was one of her old friends and how he “sees” her at my brothers graduation. My mom asked if I knew her son and I asked for his last name, and she said something with a C but it was so far off that I didn’t put 2 and 2 together. So later on when we’re sitting down, I’m scrolling though the names of graduates and I see my ex’s name. (Yes he was a year younger)

So I show my mom and ask her if that was her friends son and she said yes and I deadass was like “mom. I dated him.” It was just funny but so weird. After graduations over and we walk outside, my mom sees him and tells me to tell him hi. No biggie, we’re on good terms. I turn around and tell hi and he says hi back. I get home, and I get a friend request from him and he messaged me. That’s cool I guess lol. Anyway, on to the next.

I saw my ex JT walking out and I just avoided that all completely lol.

I saw my all time super mega crush KKHottie from my senior year at graduation as well and damn he is still such a heart throb. I had hella heart eyes and I just liked him a lot.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST AND ALSO THE WORST. MY EX WHO I FUCKING HATE AND DESPISE AND HAVENT SEEN IN YEARS WAS AT MY BOYFRIENDS HOUSE CHILLIN WITH HIS ROOMMATE AND I ABOUT HAD AN ANXIETY ATTACK.

WWWHAAT THE FUUUUCK

Update: my ex S decided to like things on my Instagram. Y’all go away 😭