Lately Ive felt very lonely. Ive been single my whole life, Im only 18 lol so thats okay 😂 Ive also been fertile which means that Im very horny. I want sex so bad because its been almost 2 years since Ive had sex. It was basically friends with benefits except I wanted more than just the sex with him and he didnt. I still dont just want sex I want a real relationship with a guy. Masturbating kind of helps until Im done and realize I have no guy for me to talk to or to give me affection and for me to give him affection 😭💔 Yes, I have tried Tinder but Im uncomfortable meeting up with guys that Ive never met before. You never know what could happen. I really dont know any other guys except my co-workers but the FWB guy was a co-worker and now co-workers are off limits for me 😂 That, and Im just a shy girl until Im comfortable around people. I need haaalp 😭😭