How would you feel?! 😵

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So my husbands dad is always cracking jokes, I am a jokester and i love laughing clowing and having a good time. Although, recently my husbands dad has been taking the jokes a little too far! 😒 So a few weeks ago he dropped us off at our 10 week appt for the baby and while I was getting in the car before he dropped ua off he said "dang girl you Look six months pregnant" (mind you I am not fat by fat,pics below before I got pregnant) Plus I've had a baby before. Then this time my husband and I were just talking and he said "my dad said you're built like a weird shaped car and that we need to hit the gym extra hard when you have the baby because you're going to be super big" and then just laughed it off because I didnt want to come off as insecure, but that seriously hurt coming from someone who is supposed to protect me from things like that. Lately my husband has been calling me insecure over petty things and saying im being greedy when I eat (several times hes said it because I'll eat two ham sandwiches instead of one) I've literally lost 15 pounds in this pregnancy from the 1st trimester and now my appetite is back so I'm always hungry. im just so hurt because he is supposed to be uplifting me and encouraging mw through all that my body is going through and I feel like he's doing the exact opposite. 😭😭😭 I think he should just be defending me against his dad smh. I've had 3 miscarriages in less than 9 months and ive been through alot physical and mentally. So finally making it to 13 weeks and 2 days. I'm so depressed and I shouldn't be. . idk...Back to my question I guess. How would you feel?!