Today was our due date

Alison • Angel Baby (EP) 10/20/17 TTC Rainbow Baby

Today my baby was supposed to be born. I should be holding my first child, or anxiously waiting for their arrival. Instead, my womb is empty and my heart is heavy. We lost our baby at almost 9 weeks due to an ectopic pregnancy. I keep hoping this will get easier, but I feel like this grief will never go away. I don't know how to handle today. What have you guys done to make it through your due date? What ways can I honor my baby? Any support and/or suggestions is greatly appreciated. Thanks everyone.