I have been going through depression since the beginning of this year and it hasn’t been easy. However my boyfriend does not know this ..you will be surprise sometimes he knows there’s something off but will never ask unless I bring it up. It’s hard to open up to him because he makes feel guilty and sometimes takes it as a joke or gets angry and starts to yell and shout at me. I’ve had suicidal thoughts, cry everyday , feeling hopeless ..thanks to counselling I have been hanging there but my mental health isn’t great ..it gets worse everyday.

My condition is affecting me so bad, I hardly have people to talk to because I’m surrounded by a culture that does not believe in depression (even my boyfriend) i once told him indirectly and he said that black people don’t get depressed and joked about it. I really don’t know what to do..!im so confused and lost

Any advice??