My husband is making me feel so alone and unworthy. I don’t know if it’s just my hormones and I’m over emotional cause I am pregnant but I am deep in my feelings as to how I am being treated. So my husband is not affectionate with me unless HE wants to have sex. He doesn’t make a effort to kiss me I always have to kiss him and he barely wants me to do that he doesn’t makes a effort to kiss me back. He tells me he loves me but only when we getting off the phone with each other. I feel that he only wants to engage in conversation with me when he wants something for his car or want something period. He is always making a joke about me every single day multiple times but when I make a small joke back he gets extremely upset with me and won’t talk to me for hours which is so childish at this age and stage of our relationship. He complains about everything like I don’t want to nap on the couch because it stinks and I nap on the couch all the time so I felt like he was trying to say I stink. and every time something happens he blames me for everything. Example: I put $80 on the counter in the kitchen to pay this guy for pressure washing the house. The guy left without taking the money so I left it there until he comes back and he never did that day. So I the next day I left out for a couple hours and he calls me to ask me did I take $20 out of the money I told him “no” when it was only him and his little brother in the house.. long story short he was like you shouldn’t just leave money on the counter like that it’s like every time something happens next time you should this or next time you should that.

Then whenever we would go out with his friends and anytime his has a issue with me he confronts me in front of his friends instead of talking to me in private. It’s just a series of events that just makes we wonder. The one that irritates me the most is when he says that when I have our daughter in these upcoming months he is going to cut me and my son off and not want to be bothered with us well more of me then him and that I did my job so that’s it .