I'm 24 weeks and I have no family. At all. They all made really bad decisions so I had to remove them completely from my life. Haven't contacted them in years.. they know everything about me, constantly stalk my social media through fake accounts. And my fiancés family sees how they harass me. And some have threatened my unborn son. I'll get to the point. My mom in law told me not to buy anything for my baby.. which I shouldn't have listened.. at all. All I have is a bassinet.. and a few pieces of clothing. That's it. And I'm at my lowest point. I feel like a terrible parent.. a failure of a mother because I listened to her. They tell me they are planning a shower but honestly. Nothing is getting planned at all. My fiancé even knows it. He said. "We will invite my friends" since I don't have any.. kinda bad when the mother has no one.. it's upsetting because I know it's gonna be a small turn out. And I've tried to get people to come.. but no one will. I work third shirt (kinda) so I don't have time for friends. I sleep and work.. and weekends I stay home and clean. But it never stays clean because the mom in law.. no offense to her but.. she's so messy. Leaves dishes piled up in the sink. I don't even use those dishes. But I have to wash them each and every time. I do the laundry in the house and if I accidentally forget to remove something from the dryer.. she throws it out onto the couch for her cats to lay on and dirty up. I own one cat, one dog. A rabbit and two rats. She's got all of her animals in the house and her home isn't finished yet.. so she's with us.. but it's so hard and so stressful when I get to work 4pm-2am.. Monday- Thursday.. and I never get peace and quiet.. alone time at all! Nothing is getting done! So.. probably no baby shower.. due to the fact of planning. And I stepped in to plan my own.. but my friends are fake and aren't interested .. I'm pretty much going to be having my son, and rushing back to my job asap so I can afford shit we need. He needs! Not to mention the house had termites. The mom in law said it would be a good buy and nothing was wrong.. termites.. I paid for the removal.. the house needs to be jacked and leveled.. the flooring? Gone! We can't do anything until the house is level.. it's bare wood.. and a lot of us needs replacing. And she's got everything and sleeps in what is supposed to be my sons room.. the home needs all new windows.. because of lead paint.. I am panicking.. this isn't what I expected at all.. I need help.