Panicking, to be honest

b r i t t a n y • Mum to Grace Ophelia Crazy Plant Lazy 🪴

We’ve paid for another private scan tomorrow at 9 weeks. We saw the heartbeat at 6 weeks 5 days but I’m still so nervous that tomorrow something will be wrong.

I had a missed miscarriage in February 2017. Had a scan at 11 weeks and found out baby stopped growing at 8 weeks 4 days and had no heartbeat so I’m kind of traumatized now.

I can’t stay calm about this.

I am super sick with morning sickness that’s been getting progressively worse so I can only assume that’s a good sign (I didn’t have much nausea at all with my MMC) but... 😰 I’m panicking.