14 months TTC and feeling lost

Erin • Married 💏💍 🐶🐶🐾 2 Fur Babies. 👶Due March 2020!

14 long months of trying. I have been with my partner 10 years married for 2.5 and most of those using contraceptive to avoid something we want so badly now. my husband got his results back for sperm analysis today and came back all good which is great, but ... it now also hurts to know that I am the likely problem.... I'm so lost, i feel useless. We have an appt to see a fertility doctor in 2 months but the 8 weeks leading up to this is going to be torture. I dont feel I have anyone who understands to talk to about this... and now not my husband... need some advice. I'm 27 and he is 31.