I was diagnosed with ADHD in my early 20’s before kids and stress and the general day to day stuff that moves your emotions quickly. Fast forward to now 40, two children, a horrible part time job and no insurance for the first time in my life which means no medication. Everything is hectic or going wrong or about to go wrong. I’m constantly worried and snapping at my poor loves. My boyfriend says he’s noticed a change (it’s LD FL- LA) but that he understands and would ride anything out with me (which of course makes me feel kinda better kinda worse). I’m coasting. Trying not to make waves. I’m afraid I’ll hurt/ anger someone. I just want to feel better about existing until I can get back on my medication. I don’t like this feeling that I’m on a cliff with very little control.