My bf doesn’t get it

Karis

So I have anxiety, depression and an eating disorder and I get panic attacks a lot. When I have them I like people to phone me so I have something to distract me but he won’t phone me. He always has an excuse like everyone’s asleep or he’s busy but I’m like I think your parents would understand if you told them your gf wanted to kill herself so you had to phone her. And so I have friends, who are boys, who I phone and he gets jealous of them? But i don’t understand why, he won’t phone me but gets annoyed when other boys do. And when I tell him stuff he always says like try forget it or dw about it but I’m telling him really serious stuff. I just wish he was a bit more helping, there’s been times where I’ve been having panic attack’s and he’s messaged me and been like I’m going to sleep now but pls don’t hurt yourself. And I’m always a bit shocked that he can just sleep when he knows I’m thinking of hurting myself. Does he just not understand or does he just not care Idk