Losing a Parent

I really need somebody to talk to while my dad is passing this week. I’m 15 years old (female) and my dad has asked me to stay in the Hospice with him this week (Monday-Friday) until he passes. It’s a very sad place, many unhealthy people laying around in clear sight. Not a good vibe at all. I suffer with severe depression and i just stopped my antidepressants because i felt better off of them. FELT. Last November i attempted suicide and I feel that way again, which scares me. I really need someone to talk to even on Snapchat or here. I was extremely close with my dad and he is my best friend. Any help will help.