So there’s a chance I might be pregnant. I’m 18 and on the pill, have been on it for months, and take it within 15 minutes of 10pm every night.

My boyfriend and I have had unprotected sex multiple times this month, probably close to 8 times, and each time he has came in me... I know that he should’ve also worn a condom, and the last time he did but it broke... I know the consequences of having sex, one of them possibly being pregnancy.

My mom has PCOS and I’m also very likely to have it, which is one reason I got on the pill (my period were extremely irregular, heavy, and painful). My family is also very religious...

A few days ago the topic came up jokingly and my mom said “If I ever found out you were pregnant I’d kill you.” She laughed, but now I’m worried.

I’m 3 days late, which has happened before, but I haven’t experienced any period symptoms YET. I guess this is more of a rant, I’m just worried. If I end up being pregnant I would be extremely happy, aside from my family’s disapproval. My boyfriend of 2.5 years would also be happy, even though this would be a huge surprise.

Ugh okay I’m done... not sure why I’m posting or what I’m expecting y’all to say. Thanks for reading if you made it this far.