Feel like it’s just not happening.

Been off my pill for about 7 months now, ttc but periods have always came normal same time every single month except this months. Got all excited, tested after a week.. negative. Waited another few days, negative again!! So had bloods took this morning to see what’s going on as no periods have came and tests are negative, just feel like its not happening for me at all🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️