The last few days have been a blur. I’ve been desperately hoping for my rainbow 🌈 this is my first cycle since my MC in April and so far everything has gone really well.

I started testing at 7 DPO and to my surprise I got a vfl...

8 DPO a vfl

and 9 DPO a vfl

- not getting any darker. I didn’t get a positive with my first until 10 DPO but it’s been hard not obsessing over the fact that I might be pregnant again.

I decided after this morning that I will wait on the Lord.

I prayed and told God that I am laying this at His feet and His will be done- I flipped my bible open, and it happened to be the book of Ruth- Ruth is the name we have picked if we have a daughter. My heart instantly felt full.

These last few months have been so tragic and my heart is still healing. Whatever God’s will is, I’m okay with that because I know my promise, my rainbow is coming- I just don’t know when and sometimes we just have to accept that.