Pride weekend FAIL

Hello ladies so I have a very embarrassing situation that I can’t seem to stop thinking about and I need y’alls advice. So I’m a happily married 27 year old woman married to a man (2years married 5 years together). We also have 2 boys and were monogamous. So I live in a nice little beach town in Florida and on memorial weekend the gays come and flood our beaches and celebrate pride! I’ve always loved it and often celebrated with them because I have a lot of gay friends and my husbands father is gay, but I’ve NEVER had a thing for girls. Well this passed memorial weekend all that changed and I embarrassed the absolute fuck out of myself. There is this lesbian bartender that works at one of the clubs out on the beach whom I’ve known for about 3 years now. I’ve always thought she was so hot but never cared much about her because she didn’t have a penis, so we would flirt innocently. and she knows my husband and she loves us. Well this passed Saturday I took one of my coworkers out there to pride and we sat with this bartender (we’ll call her “Amy”). Amy flirted with me incredibly hard that night, she gave me the “fuck me eyes” she wrote on my hand “I ❤️ Amy” and told me “this is so no one else tries you”. Well she had me so sprung. I told her I wanted a kiss and she said yes but she’s a bartender so she got busy and then we ended up leaving and I didn’t get to say goodbye. So the whole next day I’m obsessing over Amy and what had happened the previous night. She was all I could think about. So that night I went back up to her bar like a thirsty little Thelma and wondered up to her bar all love stricken and told her “hey so I came back to get that kiss” her response was “not right now you’ll cock block me” my dumbass didn’t get the hint, 🤦🏽‍♀️ I was so in “love” that I stayed anyways and waited for her to come back around, she kept throwing me hints to leave but I didn’t take them because I was so blinded by the night before. Y’all I feel so fucking stupid. I even asked for a drink of pineapple juice and she asked “okay just pineapple?” And I responded “yea it makes the pussy sweeter” 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️😱 like wtf is wrong with me. I could see the look on her face was embarrassment for me. It was so bad. What do I do? Do I ghost her or go back up there and act like nothing happened after some time? I truly think I turned her the fuck OFF.