I Need A Life Saver ! Please 😩

I’ve been waiting on my period for about a month and some days now ! My last one. Ended the 15th of April, I’ve taken 5 home pregnancy tests all negative, I then went to my gyn where she took 5 more test and a blood test which which ALL were negative again. But I feel I might be pregnant but I’m not sure and the doctors keep telling me to relax I’m not pregnant, but I’ve never missed a period before or after my first child, I just want to ease my mind 🤦🏾‍♀️