My husband and I have been together 8 years, married 4, and have been TTC almost 6 months. Due to him being on a medicine a while back, we had to get his sperm count checked and his little guys are GOOD. That was about a year ago when we had him checked so it makes me think that it’s my fault that we haven’t been able to get pregnant yet.

I’m feeling guilty because I haven’t quit smoking yet but I know when I see those two pink lines I’ll be done with it but could this be why we’re not pregnant? Also I’m a little overweight but I’ve been to the doctor and she said there’s no reason, medically, we shouldn’t be able to conceive. I’ve been eating healthier so I’m hoping that helps. Also, I was on birth control for 13 years but my cycles have been right on schedule every month since being off it.

I’m just analyzing everything and trust me I know I need to quit smoking, not just for a baby but for myself. I struggle daily and if you’ve never been addicted to cigarettes or nicotine please don’t bash me. It’s f*****g hard.

I guess I just needed to vent. Here’s a pic of us.

Ugh my pic kept cutting me off.